Andy Yoruame's Blog
Scruffy
Imperfect, rugged, rough, takes time to get here, not much effort. Choppy yet not without form. I have a beard again.
I hate shaving. So I think I'll just die my hair to match. My thoughts are running like rivers diverging and running back into one another again. All out in the end, to the see of conclusion sea.
I want a lot of things.
To feel closer to my friends and be closer to my friends.
To be at one with Christ and in submission to Father.
To feel I truly live in a whole and righteous fear of the Lord.
A nice apartment downtown hooked right into the national internet backbone via a ALL FIBER(optic) connection. With lots of really big windows draped with large thin curtains of white.
An iPhone 3G w/ full data plan =)
A good looking car I don't have to be ashamed of, and that won't let me down.All these earthly things.
Ableton Suite $1,000
Pro Tools M-Powered 7 $300
iZotope Spectron - 64bit spectral effects $130
ProjectMix I/O - W/ Motorized Faders $1,600
Torq Xponent - Including Torq Digital DJ software $750
BX8a Deluxe Speakers $600
Keystation Pro 88 $500
Axiom 49 - USB/Midi Control 49 Key W/ Pads $330
Axiom 25 - USB/Midi Control 25 Key W/ Pads $250
Fast Track Pro - 4x4 Mobile USB Audio/Midi Preamp $250
TriggerFinger $240
Studiophile Q40 - Headphones $180
Adobe CS4 Web Dev Premium $1,600
Nikon D90 SLR Digital Camera $1,000
Wacom Cintiq 12WX Tablet $1,000
Macbook Pro - 15inch $3,300
I'm pretty selfish... Have I made money my Idol? I never seem to have enough of it. But yet I cannot think of anything else I want other than these things... A partner in life, in Christ, a wife and a brother like Jonathan to David and family of my own would be nice.
No.... I long for that intimate companionship more than anything.
I don't think it's normal to disappoint ones self as much as I do.
I just keep learning and keep trying though, it's all I know to do.
~Andy
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