Grief and Despair....
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This is a story about why love....
Can be the reason for hate....
I never thought I could have such a hard time....
due to my feelings....
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His presence alone is enough....
Enough for me to seethe with rage....
Sometimes I dream about....
Breaking every single bone in his body....
Now I know what hate feels like....
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Falling in love is one of the greatest things anyone can experience....
You paint the world around you in glowing colors....
Even those cheesy love songs you’ve always laughed at....
Start to make sense, start to make sense....
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All of a sudden you realise that you have....
That you have to tell her how you feel....
And you start asking yourself all of those questions....
When should I tell her? What am I supposed to say?....
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When you are in love you form a picture of how great it would be if all goes well....
How happy you would be....
I was ready to declare my love to her....
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She was in tears when she told me that she is not in love with me....
The bottom fell out of my world, all the colors faded....
I felt as if I was in an ol..d b..lack and white drama movie....
Don’t get me wrong our friendship means a lot to me....
To this day we are close friends....
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Maybe there are many reasons why we are not together....
But I blame it on him. I know it’s wrong but I can’t help....
That married two-timer did something I will never forgive him for....
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But I will never stop loving her....
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© EERINESS Afraid to lose .... .. .. Happiness means something different for everyone.... .. .. I am afraid to lose it.... Afraid that someone will take it away.... I am afraid to lose it.... Afraid that it will end someday.... .. .. All your life you try to find the one thing.... That puts a smile on your face.... The one thing that makes you feel that.... All the trouble life caused was worth it.... The one thing that makes you wanna dance and sing.... Even if your talent can’t be described.... .. .. And when you’ve finally found it you realise what life is all about.... All of a sudden you start to accept the little things that are sent to try us.... .. .. But deep inside you slumbers this feeling.... This feeling that all of this is too good to be true and that it will turn out badly.... It lies in wait like a tiger, ready to attack.... And you know that you can’t hold it back forever.... .. .. I am afraid to lose it.... Afraid that someone will take it away .... I am afraid to lose it.... Afraid that it will end someday.... .. .. All your life you try to find the one thing.... That puts a smile on your face.... The one thing that makes you feel that.... All the trouble life caused was worth it.... The one thing that makes you wanna dance and sing.... Even if your talent can’t be described.... .. .. I am afraid to lose it.... Afraid that someone will take it away.... I am afraid to lose it.... Afraid that it will end someday.... © EERINESS .... My heart was broken by a loved one.... My thoughts were racked with pain.... My mind was tormented by all my happy memories.... My soul was drowned in loneliness.... .. .. Even though I know suicide is not a cure.... I often think of it.... I wonder how many people would attend my funeral.... How many would cry over my death.... .. .. It does not matter how happy or sad I am.... Those thoughts are always there.... They pursue me like demons.... They never give up and sometimes they are hard to resist.... .. .. Normally, after an intense struggle, they go as fast as they Come and all the pain they caused is forgotten.... .. .. Even if I know that it was not the last time I met those.... demons, I’m not scared anymore.... I’ve learned how to handle them.... Or at least I hope so....... © EERINESS
Facing up to my destiny....
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how about cruelty of life and thanatos, then all my fav songs will have lyrics :D
see ya