Feel the freedom. Even if it's a lie

About me:

My name is Bekah. I'm a freakin amazng person. I love tech, Twilight, and Transformers. I'm a jedi and a vampire! I love my friends, if you mess them, I mess with your face! I love my life and try to live it happily and with love and peace. So peace out bitches! ((Written By Kaela Barnes...Gotta love her))

NAME: Bekah
HEIGHT: Shorter than you.
WEIGHT: Good question.
HAIR: Black.
.. EYES: Grey-blue.
ETHNICITY: Native American/German.
LOCATION: Your heart.
RELIGION: I don't believe in religion.
FOOD: Chicken bacon swiss.
DRINK: Dr. Pepper, no ice.
STORE: Borders Store.
SPORT: Curling. And sleeping.
MOVIE: Underworld and Underworld Evolution.
AUTHOR: Stephenie Meyer or Kim Harrision
SONG: Too many to name


Somewhere between the procrastination and the homework, and the incessant forwards and the friendships, and the nasty cafeteria food and the calls to each other complaining about crushes. Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends and the "I miss you's" and the "I love you's", and the "What are we doing tonight's" and somewhere between all of the changing and growing. Somewhere between the classes and the skipping classes, and the studying for tests, and the pretending to study for tests and the downright not studying for tests, I forgot. I forgot what high school is all about. I forgot what it meant to cry. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy. And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart.I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future. I forgot that you can't control falling in love. And that you can't make yourself fall in love. I learned that I can love. I learned that it's okay to mess up, and it's okay to ask for help and it's okay to feel like crap. I learned it's okay to complain and whine to your friends for the whole day. I learned that sometimes the things you want most you can't have. I learned that the greatest thing about high school isn't the parties or the hook-ups, it's the friendships, which mean taking chances.I learned that the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about. I learned that letters from your friends are the most important thing. And that sending cards to your friends make you feel better. But, basically, I learned that my friends - old and new - are the most important people to me in the world, and without them, I wouldn't be who I am today




Thank you to my friends… you taught me the meaning of friendship.
Thank you to my parents… you showed me the meaning of patience.
Thank you to my best friend… you taught me the meaning of true, selfless love.

Thank you to those of you who talked behind my back… you showed me how to be strong.
Thank you to those girls who tore me apart… you taught me to love myself.
Thank you to the boys who didn’t love me… you taught me how to move on.

Thank you to the boy who played me… you showed me what real love isn’t.
Thank you to the girl who hated me… you taught me how to be the better person.
Thank you to my ex-best friend… you taught me how to find true friends.

Thank you to those who doubted me… you taught me how to believe in myself.
Thank you to those who hated me… you taught me how not to give a shit.
Thank you to those who loved me… you made me who I am today.

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