So ummm... Remeber what I said about the bad juju that was still there with my dad and all that? Well, it came back. Fucker decided he didn't want to be with us anymore, so long story short, my father is out of the picture and there is a divorce comming. Happy Fucking New Year.
Feel the freedom. Even if it's a lie's Blog
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So much for my happy ending/
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Scars and Stripes By Donnie Darkhorse
Scars and Stripes
Breaking news...this just in
America remains hospitalized after severely bleeding within
Let the citizens know...the news is out
The world sits in silence...shocked...even though it desires to scream and shout
Whatever this stranger was trying to prove, his animosity was felt and his heatless heart was certainly shown
We'll send the troops away and start the wicked war, but the enemy is still unknown
Pack your bags...leave this atrocious trap
Escape this fear of reality...never come back
The United States got shot in the chest today, her heart suddenly stopped pulsating and her life almost came to a tragic end
The questions must be answered...who is our foe, who is our friend?
Who started it all, who launched the abrupt attack?
Our leaders have a plan...send the troops to the battlefields of betrayal in Baghdad, Iraq
Who committed this sin, was it perhaps Russia or Japan?
Climb aboard the planes, Fed-Ex the soldiers to capture the Taliban in Afghanistan
Our allies will be here for us, we are not alone
We can search the entire planet for the evil enemies, but they are already in our own country...in our own home
Our nation got stabbed in the back today, what happened to all the trust?
While some have visions of freedom, most minds are filled with repugnance and disgust
When those majestic towers crumbled to the ground, our glorious flag forfeited its thirteen stripes and fifty stars
When the gray smoke rose above the city that never sleeps, our feculent rag was replaced with thirteen bruises and fifty scars
To whom it may concern, did you cowards even care to think how you made all these innocent souls feel?
Well now America lies in a coma...on her deathbed...but we still have hope that she'll someday heal
But to all those families out there, just cry away your ocean of tears, close your eyes, and try to sleep tight
For this country won't back down without a good, brutal fight
The world came closer today than ever before, it was like the Pangaea puzzle being put back together all over again, each person marching hand in hand
From the snow capped mountains of Colorado to the white sand beaches of Florida, the people of this resplendent country concurrently chant "United We Stand"
Former boundaries have been erased; former hatred has become outdone
Former foes have become friends...now this great country lives as one
The towers that once pointed to the Heavens may be gone, but will certainly be remembered forever
Out of all the tragedy and loss, this cataclysmic event still managed to bring us all ultimately together
This just in...America will be buried today...her coffin will be proudly escorted by the peace police
The world is one monolithic battle zone as of now, but let us hope that someday her fatigued corpse can relax and rest in peace -
Se onr severda sitja hvass!
Current mood:
contentWow, it's been awhile since I last blogged. Alot of shit has gone down since then, so I'll try to be breif.
First of all, I actually did all thirty poems. It was one of the hardest things I had to do. I think my last one had something to do with how much my brain hurt. lol. But it was fun. I did enjoy myself.
Second, I think... Over the summer my parents split up. Yeah, I know it blows. There is still some bad juju there. My father and I didn't speak for like three weeks. If it weren't for my brother Chris, I honestly think we still wouldn't be talking. He (Chris) needed some money so I had to meet my father to get it to him. That was hard. I still haven't forgiven him, I don't know if I can. He is a different person then he was. But he is still my Batman. (I know that sounds odd, you'd have to know us to understand) Me and my mom moved to Sellersburg, but I'll talk more about that in part 3. My parents are 'dating' wich is kind of weird, I'm not going to lie, but I am glad they are trying to work things out. At least the Slut is out of the picture now.
Thirdly. So Mom and I moved from bumfuck Memphis to Sellersburg. After Dad moved out, so did we. We just couldn't be there anymore. It is nice living in town. There is so much more to do now. Most weekends when I don't have to work, I am hanging out with friends. I love it. Mom does too.
Next, Fourth, right? Well my grandma called the cops on us when we tried to get the rest of our shit out of the old house. Mom had like ten year old warrent out for her arrest that no one, even The Boat, knew about. So the cops took her to jail. The funny thing about it is, it was for a $6 check ten years ago. Only my mom could go to jail for a six dollar check. But that is how she rolls.Lol
Fifth? Oh yeah. Well I'm a senior now. I love it. It is so much fun. I get to pick on all the little underclassman now. No, I'm just playing, but it has some good perks. Well all except for the fact Mr.Roseberry left, he is now a Asst. Principal at Scottsburg Middle School. No one wanted him to leave, but it was best for him and his growing family. His wife is pregnant again, which is cool. Everyone is hoping for a girl this time. lol. They already have two boys. Well anyway back to the point of this. We got a new teacher Mr. Nathen Shewell. You don't want to get me started on him, uhgg.
Last but not least, I found things out about people I thought were my best friends. I don't care anymore. Life is too short for people's bullshit. I am only here for one more year and then I am gone. My life is just starting and I don't need them to hold me down. They taught me that I have better people that actually care about me and won't lie to me. I don't need them. So if they want to be in my life, they'll put themselves there. I am done trying to get people to accept me. If you don't like me then good for you, I don't really need you. Like I said, I have better people who deserve my time and energy.
Well I am finished rambleing on. I hope you enjoyed it. lol. I know I did. On one last thing before I go. TWILIGHT IS COMMING OUT ON NOVEMBER 21, 2008. A WHOLE THREE WEEKS EARILER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BITCHES, YOU HAVE TO GO SEE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Peace out, love from
Bekah ™ -
30 poems in 30 days
So I am doing this 30 poems in 30 days thing. And it isn't as hard as I thought it would be. A poem a day, it sounds hard, but when you set your mind to it, it becomes easy. I don't know. I guess I have something to write about now.

Get drunk.
Forget him.
Be happy.
Forget all your problems and wish yourself a happy new year.
You deserve it babe.
I love you so much.
If I even thought I could take his ass you know I would.
Next time pick a SIP high school boi to break your heart.
So I can break them, I can't break your dad. ^__^
Even though we all want to.
Remember; love.
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Ok, so looking back over my comment getting drunk isn't really a solution.
I just meant, being New Year's Eve you have to drink, follow the crowd and all that.
That's what I was referring to.
Not drinking your problems away.
XDDDDD