♫ his kitten's Blog
how does it feel to never discover, that you and i are lighting and thunder
what are we doing here.
where am i at
this little deck of cards and open bottles of wine.
black and red is all we see; we tumble in circles.
crossed eyes, stumbling and eyes turned black.
wait, what was your name again?
didn't i do this yesterday?
this is the world i escaped, right?
the new
us as lovers collide like thunder and lightning
one after the other - a pair, like in a deck of cards
black and red is bolts of silver streams and
boom boom boom.
this is where i am, and the blurred vision is gone.
i remember moments, seconds, life.
there is safety in knowing the difference between rape and making love,
there is safety in knowing someones name and who they are,
there is safety in knowing i exist.
this is the world i wanted right?
long ago
there are no tiles on this floor you're on
and there are four steps separating you from him
he calls you.
and there are nights when
you cannot remember if he kissed you goodnight
or pushed you out the door
without a goodbye.
now
Chasm
Empty space
Closer than you think
Sometimes it feels like you're going crazy
Farther than you want to go
Farther than you thought existed
Too easy to cross
so far
Too easy to fall
so fast
But us.
Home
Warm
Tears
Forgiveness
Trust
Loved
Where you belong.
I promise you won't go crazy.
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