I was thinking a little bit ago and I have come to the conclusion that I am tired. I am tired of guys who play games with my head and only want things from me. I’m tired of guys who don’t appreciate me and call me sexy instead of beautiful. I’m tired of people saying they know me when they have no clue who I am at all. I’m tired of friends who use me, choose significant others over me, and don’t act like friends. I’m tired of trying to bust my ass to please people I should only have to worry about pleasing myself. I am also tired of people who don’t believe in me and don’t have any confidence that I can do things on my own. I am a grown girl I know I may act childish and irresponsible, but I am more mature and capable than you think I’ll ever be. I’m tired of dealing with the bullcrap I deal with at work. People think just because I work at fast food that it is easy, but it’s not because of my job I have panic attacks now. I’m tired of feeling like I am going backwards instead of forwards. I’m tired of feeling sad and mad all the time for no reason. I am tired of feeling like I have disappointed everybody in my life.
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Tired
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guys
.................... What is up with all these stupid guy?
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I don’t get it in high school I couldn’t get guys to look my way. But now I have these entire guys who say they want me. They want me to come by and do things with them or go see them. Well if they really wanted to see me they would ask me to hang out. They wouldn’t ask me to come by their house at night. If you really wanted me you would try to date me or be friends. Then there are the ever so popular ones who say they want me, but won’t be caught dead with me in public. I have even talked to guys now who said they wouldn’t date anyone like me who now for some reason will supposedly die if I don’t come see them. I’m not a whore and never will be. I want a REAL MAN not immature little boys who only want sex.
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now
.................... I done some serious soul searching today and I realized I’m letting people and things come in between things that are more important to me. I also have found out through info that people are not what they are making out to be. To those people FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know that I am a big girl and I plan on doing something about it on my own. I don’t need people making fun of me and bugging me about it. Right now my focus is school so I won’t have a Hardees salary anymore. I’m getting my priorities straight. My school and my well being is number 1. My family and friends come second and I am going to start trying to spend more time with them. Because no matter what they will always be there. I am not going to care about what other think anymore because I am a better person than they are. I am beautiful and nothing anyone says will ever change that
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FOR ANYONE WANTING TO DATE ME
.................... Ok I am so sick and tired of getting hurt by all the freakin guys so here is the deal if you want to date me you have to have the following requirements. I don’t mean to sound like a bitch, but I am ready for a serious relationship no kid games.
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MUST HAVE
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1) A car
2) A way to obtain money legally (job, unemployment, etc)
3) Has to respect me and my wishes
4) Doesn’t do drugs
5) Can’t be crazy(literally can’t have no brain issues)
6) Has to accept me and my lifestyle
7) Knows what he wants out of life
8) Trustworthy
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If you do not have ALL the qualities listed above do not continue
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You don’t have to have all of these qualities just a few
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Knows how to have fun
Mature
Kid at heart
Likes animals
Semi romantic
Creative
Likes football
Likes to watch movies
Don’t mind hanging with my friends and family
Smart
Don’t mind having picture taking
Not Clingy
Has a life of his own
Likes to cuddle
Likes to show a little PDA
Has opinion
Likes to travel
Sweet
Kind
Wow thats really deep !!! I understand how you feel because people use to treat me like that ...Im sorry you are going threw this if you need some one to talk to just let me know ....