I was thinking a little bit ago and I have come to the conclusion that I am tired. I am tired of guys who play games with my head and only want things from me. I’m tired of guys who don’t appreciate me and call me sexy instead of beautiful. I’m tired of people saying they know me when they have no clue who I am at all. I’m tired of friends who use me, choose significant others over me, and don’t act like friends. I’m tired of trying to bust my ass to please people I should only have to worry about pleasing myself. I am also tired of people who don’t believe in me and don’t have any confidence that I can do things on my own. I am a grown girl I know I may act childish and irresponsible, but I am more mature and capable than you think I’ll ever be. I’m tired of dealing with the bullcrap I deal with at work. People think just because I work at fast food that it is easy, but it’s not because of my job I have panic attacks now. I’m tired of feeling like I am going backwards instead of forwards. I’m tired of feeling sad and mad all the time for no reason. I am tired of feeling like I have disappointed everybody in my life.
Wow thats really deep !!! I understand how you feel because people use to treat me like that ...Im sorry you are going threw this if you need some one to talk to just let me know ....