R.I.P. Grandpa. I Love You With All My Heart

About me:

........ I'm 31, F. B-Day 4-22-78. I moved to CO four years ago to go to school. I graduated in 2008 and passed my CVT boards in Jan of 2009. Currently living with a great housemate in CO with my two dogs, a cat and a snake.
I grew up in Norwalk and Greenwich, CT. Lived in RI for 5 years, 3 of them out on Block Island .... yes it is an ISLAND. A 3X7 mile island 13 miles out to sea, beautiful place, great people. I miss the ocean. I miss the beach and the waves. I miss seafood and REAL Diners! CO is weird.
I miss my friends from back home too. Most of all, John, my best friend of 14 years. He knows I will love him no matter where we live and what happens in our lives, but not seeing each other all the time is really hard. I've known my good friends back home for more than 7 years. I wouldn't betray them for anything. It is a special thing to have so many good friends and I know it.
John, Kristien, Becky, Tina, Christinas, Sean and Billy …. I miss you all very much. I am a very lucky person to have friends like you.
I go to school and work from home. I also have two dogs; Angel who is the best in the whole world and I love her, and Maggie who is still a little high strung and a bit on the crazy side (but I love her to death too - she's my cuddle bug). Angel goes everywhere with me. She’s slept in the car with me, taken airplanes, visited old peoples homes, walked down city streets and snuck into hotels. Taken many a car trip, visited the beach, slept in airports, people watched in the park, gone swimming in Boulder creek, and tricked our way into grocery stores and restraunts.
I like horseback riding, animals, roller-coasters, laughing, being silly, quantum physics, string theory, reading, all kinds of music, driving, the ocean, the country, alternate perceptions of reality, writing, dragons, angels, baby elephants, chimes, church bells, Christmas trees, the northern lights, complexities of interpersonal relationships, bouncy balls, ring pops, Voltron,Christina Abbott, George C. Scott, Harry Belefonte, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart ......
I like country music, rock, R&B, classical, blues, 80's, some heavy shit, occasionally rap, among other kinds of music. I eat weird foods like Liverwurst and ham with cream cheese. I like to be silly and love roller-coasters. I love animals, especially horses and dogs. I am afraid of the inside of puppets. I love to drive. I love camping, especially camp fires. I don't cook really. I do what I want. I have friends that are gay or bi. None of my friend are disrespectful, or they wouldn't be my friends. I can be a bitch. I like LOTS of different kinds of people that are alike in some basic ways.
I like being treated like a lady even though I'm a freak in bed. I am NOT easy. I am not a whore and don't want to be treated like one. I like myself and respect myself. I am NICE .... to almost everyone, almost to a fault. Some people see this as me being a pushover .... but I am NOT. I believe I am not the one in the wrong when people try to take advantage of this. I like this about myself and do not wish to change. There is no reason good people should be deprived of kindness because of the assholes in the world. I refuse to become one of the assholes of the world. I have had panic attacks for no reason. I record my dreams on a tiny tape recorder if I remember them when I wake up. I have VERY weird dreams. I like talking about my dreams in the morning. I like to be woken up if someone needs to share their dreams. I like being there for my friends, even at 4AM. I take time for myself. I am a pack-rat. My room is usually messy, not dirty - messy. I like to clean the kitchen, especially the dishes.
I talk too much. I love to read ... and write. Sometimes I draw. I like to listen to my music LOUD ... especially in my car. I like fuzzy, furry, fluffy animals and they like me, usually. I like THUNDER .... AND .... LIGHTNING! I can not wear slippers that you can feel the seams on the inside - it freaks me out. I was raised by my grandparents mostly, I have some old fashioned ways of thinking. I LIKE IT THAT WAY, I will not change unless I WANT to. I usually say what I mean, or at least try to. I use words like y'all. I have one tattoo and my tongue pierced. I drink a lot of juice. I love dragons.
I believe in GOD and his son Jesus Christ. My own personal "belief system", on life, love and faith; is steadfast but flexable enough to entertain others beliefs, thoughts, ideas and lifestyles. I used to be Wiccan. I like to read about quantum mechanics. I can't spell. I smoke cigarettes.
Ok I am sure there is more. If you even GOT this far and still want to chat let me know. Jessica