So yeah...I have gotten in contact with some old friends and have made allot of new ones. So I'm in a much better place now. Ive been spending allot of time in cinci here lately because Ive realized how much I really need to get out of the house more.
I cant believe how late it is in the year already, lease is going to be up soon and I'm still indifferent on what to do when that happens. Considering its been really hard for me to find a place that will allow people younger then 21 to sign a lease.
But I don't know I just wanted people to know I'm doing good now that i have friends back and things. I've been keeping myself busy.
Also there is a party on 12-12 that EVERYONE should go to :-)
So...im officially over everything and have my priorities in order...it took me awhile but i think im ready
I'm done with guys for awhile, at least until I get my life straightened out. Because ive realized that when i get stuck on a guy i forget everything else i should be doing and become co-Dependant. Well now that i realize this i can begin to fix it. Im already getting back to being my independent self again.
The first thing on my list right now is school. I AM going to finish my application for Columbia this week and turn it in. After that, if i officially get accepted, i will be leaving for Chicago in January to begin getting my life in order. While im in school I am completely going to focus on school and nothing else I WILL NOT FAIL.
Ok....
So on another note...my mom has surgery next week and starts dialysis next week until we can figure out of im a good match to give her a kidney or not. I just recently found out another one of my good friends is giving his mom a kidney too so im relating to him allot right now.
Also, job-wise i got a job this weekend but i dont start for a couple of weeks. I also think i may have the cat in the bag for a photography job. Which im really hoping because then i would be banking. The only problem with the photography job is the fact that i have no idea how to handle kids....I mean i do but at the same time im not really sure how to get kids from all diff age groups to smile in front of a camera. Oh well ill learn.
Alsooo..
When it comes to my "friends" Ive realized that so many of these people who i have conciderd my "friends" for awhile...really are not good friends. i mean there cool and everything and fun to hang out with from time to time....but the way they live isnt really what im into. Sometimes i feel like even tho im younger then most of the people i know are i feel so much older. Many people i know are so immature and now that i have finnaly begun to mature im starting to realize this and want to be surrounded by other people who are also mature.....im not sure if this is making since to anyone but Oh well. I guess i just dont fit into the groups i used to fit into anymore because im allot more grown up now then when i was when i used to hang out with them.
Anywayzzzzz im not really sure what else is that new. Besides me finally getting over my shit and becoming independent again and realizing shit about my "friends"
So yeah Things are well....a lot less hectic and what not life is still all up in the air but shit seems to be getting better im still looking for a place to live tho
i found a school to go to. Columbia College of Chicago...is a art school right down town
im really excited. so when i do go you fuckers better visit me
So guess what? I own tables now, and a lil mixer. So im going to start mixing for youz peeps. Im pretty well EXTREMLY excited about this. you have no idea. i just need to get some wax now and things will b peachy.
But yeah i also have a cell now, if you want the number get ahold of me.
And yeah if you want to know anything else get at me.
chipper
contemplative
Good to hear kyd. Keep up on the positive vibe!