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  • The right moment



    He say's I'm his but is it true?
    Words are all I hear.
    A voice from a distance through a machine.

    He say's I'm his, he doesn't want to share.
    When we hold hands and when we kiss how will it be
    when it goes further or will it.

    Will that moment happen.
    I dont want to allow it.
    In the heat of the moment I wont allow it.
    I wont end up like last time.

    I don't want to give in but he's so...
    Amazing
    Charming
    Original
    Talented
    Irreplaceable

    Giving in would be an honor but a disgrace.
    I want him and he wants me but-

    Do you want to come over to just do "that"
    I thought it was because you wanted me.
    To hold me.

    To play with me.
    To laugh with me.
    To smile with me.
    To be who you want to be... with me.

    Would it be asking to much if I didn't want to do it.
    These feelings we have will overcome us.
    I will give in if you do... so all I'm saying is...
    Hold it in. Refrain. Think before you act and remember

    'We don't have to do this.'

    "...te amo"
  • Rumbly in my Tummy

    Current mood:adventurous





    His voice so demanding.
    Powerful yet soft.
    Fearsome yet elegent.

    With a few kind words he can strike your heart.
    With an arrow of love or pain.

    His face as beautiful as the gods themselves.
    The structure of strong wiled man.

    The figure of Hercules with the heart of gold.
    Emerged from the heavens above.

    Can this be the one?

    The one you can see...

    Holding hands,

    Having kids,

    Having a good time.

    His laughs heals the pain.
    He's more than I've ever wanted.
    He's all mine...


  • Firey Fist 'O' Pain

    Current mood:awake




    Drama free yet problems seem to come up everyday.
    Family problems, School problems.
    All I have to say is "I don't know" or "I could care less"

    A wounded heart bandaged up and healed.
    A broken face glued back to perfection.
    Ripped up clothes now sewn back up.

    I walk with my head up high.
    No one will stand in my way.
    I'm not going to let the bad side of life bring me down.

    I'm not scared to speak.
    Hear my voice.
    Watch me scream my lungs out.

    I hold my hand out for new adventures.
    New relationships.
    a new world.

    The future.

    Something I can't get off my mind.
    Waiting for him.

    Until then I'll keep on smiling.

    My life will turn around eventually.

    You'll all see what these hands of mine can do.
    You'll all see what I can conjure up in my mind.

    I'm not scared anymore.

    "Now Would You Kindly Go Get Stepped On By A Big Daddy."
  • You're like the ran over raccoon that keeps getting ran over

    Current mood:infuriated




    because now everyone hates you.
    why do you set yourself as a homie hopper.
    next thing you know your going to run out of guys and start hitting on me.

    I wont fall for that.
    Your lies.

    You scream out "Bad News"
    For some reason you can lure men into your wrath.

    They fall for your mysterious and "sexy" side.
    I laugh sometimes.

    What do they really see in you...

    Your nothing but a joke.
    A horrible one at that.

    You get with guys and when you finally have them at the palm of your hands you change them completely.
    Then you leave them out in the cold.

    Like nothing. Like Dirt.
    You Cheat and Lie.

    Who could ever love you.
    Your nothing but a horrible mistake in everyone's life.

    Do you even know the hurt and pain you cause.
    You might be to stupid to even see it.

    I know so many people that want to hurt you.
    Because you hurt our friends.

    I'm just watching you. Closely.
    Sending you warnings.

    I wont let you hurt another friend.
    If you hurt him I'll cause so much pain towards you.

    If only I could.
    I'm way better and classier than that.

    I'd rather just ignore you, pretend you ever existed.
    Like your a fly on the wall.

    Karma is a bitch.
    Hopefully karma comes back full force on you.

    I'll be waiting for that day.
    And when that day comes.

    I'll be laughing.

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